Realm: The Astral Lounge
OOC: Sorry for the wall of text lmao.
Following his sister, Serek joined Annastarria at a table. Sipping his glass until empty. "As do you, sister... Indeed I slept quite long as you said, a tedious balance to my time awake. However it did grant a fresh look to the new times within Shezmu."
Serek Eztli extended his glass across the table, accepting Annastarria's pour for the both of them. The floating shroud around him, seemed to hang back behind Serek as it pulled away. The God of Blood's intense eyes and subtle nods showed his devoted ear to his sibling. Tapping the glass a few times with his talon, Serek hesitated to pull another drink from it. Sighing lightly, "Our problems stim partly from the same issue. Dwindling resources for a growing population without proper nurture and development with that growth. You hold my sympathy, Lady Annastarria."
Lifting his glass, Serek drank slowly and somberly as their eyes downcast. There was a low gurgle tone to his next words. "My choices to solve the issues were bloody and with an iron grasp. After all, when I awoke from my last enlonged slumber, there didn't remain any wildlife but the plants and insects. There were more children than what I knew what to do with or handle. I've outlawed baring children entirely now with only small exceptions and incentives for plans in the future. Though instead, the Guise's discontent led to hunting eachother from robbing to eventually lottery sport without anything else in the realm. They continued to procreate in secret and I took their children to join my personal guard to enforce my laws. Discent between those with bodies and without, Discent between those who had children and those who now couldn't, Discent between those who abided my rule and those who didn't."
Rubbing his forehead, Serek slicked his feathers back. Sighing heavily again, as he finished the rest of the ambrosia in his glass. Serek's hollow black eyes met Annastarria's shaded orange ones. " I do have regrets on my choices, though I can not afford to have those sentiments. As their deity, I find it is my duty to look ever ahead and present. Only partly to the past, if only to learn from it and change my next decisions."
Serek gestured for Annastarria to come closer. Speaking in a hushed tone, even moving away from all the other deities out of caution before continuing his tale. "I can not give you direction sister, only tell you our tale. As our problems are very different and so too must our choices be. My children did not hunt the wildlife because of food alone, but because their flesh and bodies were necessary for the Guise to possess so that they may know what it is to enjoy a physical experience, to fight eachother, and even to enjoy a different view and sense of the realm. Very early on, I came across the divine traces left from my realm's birth. Using that essence I created eternal springs of blood from an ever beating heart. Its' sanguine fluids heal and rejuvenate those who bath and drink it. Returning their youth, dispelling any ailments or illnesses, sowing their wounds, a material for our skillful crafting, and lastly an eternal well for consuming as sustenance. With my blessing to them all, my only rule was that it was open and to not be barred from any Guise who did not find themselves banished by my laws, a death sentence truly. With the pools of Ch'ich Āmēyal-li, my children did not know death except in battle nor did they want for food, as such some of my children are as old or older than I. Yet all without the sleeps I am prone to falling into. However, despite this, they wanted bodies, to hunt, to fight, to create life and raise it. It was far more than just cultivating creatures for food. So they expanded faster than ever without knowing death. So everything fell extinct as their numbers expanded neigh endlessly, and now that eternal drum in the blood springs was their very heart now. With the Night of the Hunt coming in, only a third of the Guise remain. All but the oldest and skilled of my children now lay dead, a bitter and bloody solution to my issues however Shezmu remains without a large part of its' life. Those who remained, lay attached to the pools with fear of being separated from the source of their long lives, my rules and laws are adhered to now. The only ones who truly desire to leave Shezmu are those who wish for children and my promise for allowing procreation off-realm where they are reinstated in the cycle of life and death."
Speaking plainly now, Serek shook his head woefully to Annastarria, "In my wrath and their fear, I have even thought to end them all. To remove the heart would eventually spell their death within Shezmu. Yet that would only be another extinction. Something I believe I have had my fill of within Shezmu. I now look to Death itself for an answer to my problems as I try to craft a future for both the living and the dead, Lady Annastarria. My goal as I answered Jannik within the Labyrinth remains the same now. Yet with how my children are, I doubt my plans for excursions in other realms will go over well or as I want."
"I apologize for being so long winded and venting dear sister, however I believe you needed to fully understand our predicament to not make the same mistakes. This information shows my trust in you. You have my support as I too planned to head into the Labyrinth of Elements and nurture a foothold there. My plans for essence should I attain it are ones for my goal and that goal is one equal for all children of all gods. For now, you have our limited numbers, offerings of blood-steel, and even barrels of blood. I only ask that in return you host a migration of my children. So that should anything ever happen within my realm, that they might continue onward into Eternity under your gracious wings, you may have them as your own. I have full faith in that you will overcome this trying time and issue. It pains my heart however to see you go through something so similar. My Guise are good hunters though should you decide to take them in, beyond just excursions together. They could find your preys with skill, even bring down the mightiest. With them, cultivate the creatures for your children carefully. I had no chance to enact such protections or breeding for the wildlife. If it is truly dire and you truly seek my advice. Death is a mercy for those suffering as it is something your mortals are guaranteed unlike mine. In time the creatures would grow, and so too would your people return to the numbers they have now. Cull the mouths or find a different source of sustenance until the others return and grow."
Grabbing the bottle, Serek poured each Annastarria and himself another glass. Immediately he sought the divine liquid to sooth his tongue and ailments. Doubtfully speaking so much again for some time after opening up to Annastarria.